To all those who might feel lonely....
There is a time of the year...or two...or three...or even more, where you feel alone, that you have noone there for you, nobody that will think "oh what is he or she doing right now?". To talk to you, to show interest in your own life. You might have friends, but they have their own life, they have a schedule , boyfriends/girlfriends, other friends, family to take care of and you become something less than a priority in their life. Those moments is when, I for one, feel the most lonely, where I feel that I become a nobody a soul without purpose, I feel neglected, that I am worth of not so much. I know I might be overreacting but we all feel and express our emotions in a unique way, in a way nobody else does.
I feel sometimes alone, and I am not scared to say so. I have friends, good friends that love and support me, and I know that they will be there when I will need them, but sometimes you need a quick fix of interest, that someone has set his eyes on you. That he thinks of you as a priority. And that person maybe is your mother, father, brother and sister, a dear friend, a lover or someone completely random, a guy that you met a couple days ago, or a stranger that will flert you in a way that will make a spark come out of you. He/She (the stranger) will bring a feeling of surprise, adrenaline will burst and hit you right to the face and make you smile and gigle as a little child, who found out a jar full of chocolate cookies. That feeling of excitement is sometimes hard to find, especially as we grow older, we might not find that special stranger who will shed light upon our face, and make us feel alive and vibrant again. We might be married, engaged or even single as fuck but that is irrelevant to the way he will make us feel. He will feel appreciated for what we truly show to others.He might no nothing about us, but he will see the part which others tend to overlook, an inner self far distant from what we are used to see and let others see...
I don't know where I am going with this post, it is completely random but the mood was set for that and my thoughts drove me into this text. I feel that to most of you might not be appealing, but if one single of you find this even at the least bit interesting , that it talks to your heart, I will be thrilled....
Leave me your thoughts about it.
Kisses....
CM
There is a time of the year...or two...or three...or even more, where you feel alone, that you have noone there for you, nobody that will think "oh what is he or she doing right now?". To talk to you, to show interest in your own life. You might have friends, but they have their own life, they have a schedule , boyfriends/girlfriends, other friends, family to take care of and you become something less than a priority in their life. Those moments is when, I for one, feel the most lonely, where I feel that I become a nobody a soul without purpose, I feel neglected, that I am worth of not so much. I know I might be overreacting but we all feel and express our emotions in a unique way, in a way nobody else does.
I feel sometimes alone, and I am not scared to say so. I have friends, good friends that love and support me, and I know that they will be there when I will need them, but sometimes you need a quick fix of interest, that someone has set his eyes on you. That he thinks of you as a priority. And that person maybe is your mother, father, brother and sister, a dear friend, a lover or someone completely random, a guy that you met a couple days ago, or a stranger that will flert you in a way that will make a spark come out of you. He/She (the stranger) will bring a feeling of surprise, adrenaline will burst and hit you right to the face and make you smile and gigle as a little child, who found out a jar full of chocolate cookies. That feeling of excitement is sometimes hard to find, especially as we grow older, we might not find that special stranger who will shed light upon our face, and make us feel alive and vibrant again. We might be married, engaged or even single as fuck but that is irrelevant to the way he will make us feel. He will feel appreciated for what we truly show to others.He might no nothing about us, but he will see the part which others tend to overlook, an inner self far distant from what we are used to see and let others see...
I don't know where I am going with this post, it is completely random but the mood was set for that and my thoughts drove me into this text. I feel that to most of you might not be appealing, but if one single of you find this even at the least bit interesting , that it talks to your heart, I will be thrilled....
Leave me your thoughts about it.
Kisses....
CM
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